my legs are cut to shit and so are my arms. and if i just press a little harder on the wrist from the left of my wrist to the right of my elbow...i might die...and if i want death it will come. Is this my time to go or am i cursed to be raped by my father everynight? it is becoming so regular now. i can smell him and i can feel him there NO. just leave me alone. With that face...that face that he makes when he comes..... i feel like some dirty stop out.