getting clean

by suicidalscars
Listening to: live - the distance
This time is for real. I have admitted I have a problem. I havent scored for over a day. I find myself obsessing about ways in which i can get some score. But I need to occupy my mind with other thoughts. I feel so fucking emotional right now. I want to cry so badly. I miss my best friend and I miss my lover. Im going back to sleep. Im making up for lost sleep in this first week of getting clean.
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Hey, but look on the bright side of stuff, ur gonna be healthy again! who cares if our nostrils are gonna itch from the coke we did in the past, Hey, I'll be here to support you anytime
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Araya
so i dont think i should have a problem getting a girl and i dont think i just say so i dont have a thinking cap is that a problem if so i could go get one.haha
your going clean, awesome dude I am really happy for you and I have seen what your going through before and I know its hard but your not alone.
:hugs: i love you rach
dunno when ill be back...
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aah shit. sleep it away. take some sleeping pills to help, fuck school (god knows i hate it)
glad to hear ur mums home hun. you ok?
nin - big man with a gun...yay freaky lyrics never sounded so good.
ive got a huuuuuuuuuge cough n i sound like a dog n have a bit of a brody dalle-esque voice so yay makes it all worth while. although my friend reckons i have tb..
hmm i might make this my entry, cant be asred to write one.you ok?
love you!liv x