One hand over my mouth [Aninhilation] One hand around my throat [he squeezes] dont scream [dont cry] dont struggle [hold your breath] it will be over soon [but never soon enough] Tense my body so that i dont feels the blows [the emotional bruises run deep inside] i fling my head from side to side [but he bites me] R.A.G.E. wait for it to be over [it will haunt me] wait for him to leave [HE WONT EVER GO AWAY] i feel it spilling underneath me [blood] i feel it stinging me [scratch scratch] my scalp begins to hurt [he pulls] i feel him thrust [i am so ashamed] left A.L.O.N.E. [in this bed of filth] In a room of fear [a place of sin] Take off the bed sheets [burn away the hate] the same routine [again and again] take the blade slice it into my veins [bleeding] pray that i never have to see him again [Die] Turn on the taps [The scolding golden water] let the water run [take away this dirt] step in and scrub away my sin. [every layer every layer] When will this ever end? [NEVER]