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Listening to: your voice in my head
Oh my sweet evil child. You float in my thots like a duck on water. And i wonder will you ever leave me alone? Hanging from my ceiling. Filling me with ecstasy -i touch myself- And those eyes they dont look through me, my love, my porceline doll -perfection- and your hair blows in the imaginary wind that my head created. You climb on top of me and sink deep inside. You pull and you bite and suddenly it all goes black. My eyes sting from looking at the ugly creature that stares back at me. Are you related to the lady under the bed? Your nails are splintered wood and your teeth are butchers knives. You dont ever go away. Blindly walking in the forest of my mind. Carving your name into every tree. Leave me in peace beautiful. Its over now. I dont need you anymore... I dont need you...
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OTEP!!!!!! GONNA FUCKING SEE OTEP LIVE TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!! I CANT FUCKING WAIT!!!!!! jelious? haha, im a dickhead.
later love,
LAer
TiM
that was beautiful rach. . . you never cease to amaze me with your writing, my love.
sorry i had to get off so quickly yesterday. mother and i were about to get into again.
im a lot better today. im still extremely depressed but im alive at the moment and not all that numb so i guess that's a plus.
jay is coming over after he gets off work (5 my time so like 9 your time) and we're going out to eat for my birthday so i wont be on later today
so dont worry if im not on. he wont be here for another two hours so hopefully you'll get on and we can talk. ^.^

oh and if i ever call and your mother answers, i'll be sure to call her a fucking whore for you ^.^

♥ hope to talk to you later love