rehab

by suicidalscars
foned rehab for mum. they will be here soon. She needs help, before me. She was never this violent before she hit the botle. So im sitin here in my dark room. Splif in my hand. Blade in the other. Yeh the bloods good. Its always good. Everytime i cut it out. Im cuting it out because i know that ive lost mum forever. Shes never gonna want to see me again now. Its my fault. So ill carry on cutting out my pain. Ill keep cutting until its all gone. Which i guess is forever. Bleeding bleeding bleeding forever more
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believe me if she gets better she will be much happier...being bulimic is almost the same as beind an alcoholic cept with food..(more)..
[Anonymous]
...you feel like shit...get a temporary relief from drink/food..but then atfer you feel even worse so you do it again..an endless cycle..
[Anonymous]
noone wants to be that dependant on something that just makes them feel worse afterwards..you are doing the right thing
[Anonymous]
..but what about you ,you're too young to live alone...
[Anonymous]
oh yeah even more example...she turns to drink the same way you turn to cutting..try to be supportive and one day she may turn to you not on you
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[Anonymous]
hey, i understand where youre coming from with the cutting. im not exactly sure of your reasons for doing it, but i remember mine. i agree with the other person though, it is a cycle. everything you do to make yourself feel better is a cycle. anyway, if you ever need to talk to someone, drop me a note. things will get better, or if anything new things will fall apart, so at least you wont have to deal with redundancy.
<3 kati
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