I look back on my past and can't help but smile every time. No, one's life is perfect or wonderful. No one is happy all the time and no one is sad all the time. (though it's hard to tell at times) My past isn't perfect or wonderful. but I look on the moments where I was happy and every time I think of those moments I am happy and sad at the same time. I miss the people I have lost and some of the people I don't miss. I am happy to have these moments and will remember all of them. Life is to short to. You can't drag on the bad memories and you can't drag on the good memories cause their just memories. there in the past. You need to look in the future once a day is over. it's done you can never go back. So don't regret. live in the moment make each second precious. Nothing last forever so don't be sad about that. just make it worth your wild. Don;t turn you back don't live in the shadows and don't let others put you down. There are times when we all feel depress and it like the pain will never go away. but go into remission. Let it go. Break free. It's not always easy. But it's the best thing you can do. every 60 seconds your unhappy is a minuet of happiness you'll never get back. Live good and live free. Don't live in the past.. just let go ... heal your broken heart forget the person that broke it.. remove your chains and run free. it' OK to cry i's OK to feel pain or sorrow its OK.. were all human we will understand. don't forget this.. nothing is forever.. you never need someone to be happy (though it helps) and.. darkness will only consume you if you let it. -dani-