acid that works itself from the inside out

Lost inside my own head

the poison makes me dizzy and confused

I took the bite

and absorbed your poison

I stayed by your side

even though i knew you would attacked at any time

Was it worth it?

To end like this?

all those years i spent by your side

being the best friend i could be

doing whatever I could to make you happy

To end like this?

you never hesitated to bite me

and i took it

not wanting to harm you

to protect you from myself

I did all I could

it didn't mean anything

you threw it all away

just so you could get back at someone

never did you stop to see how it would affect me

all those years

i ignored my pain

and stayed by your side

Even though I knew

you never cared

I was just a tool

only until you found someone els

now i stand where i was before

alone

truth comes out

more with actions than with words

I know you all to well

lies.... hurt more than punches

I know I'm talked about when I'm not around

I know I'm nothing at all

That I don't belong here

That I'm everything you say I am when I'm not in the room

I still ignored all that pain

and stayed your friend

and still your bit injected poison into me

slowly it works its way inside me

eating away at everything

but the pain of your memory