Every now and then I feel like my life is to good to be true, Almost as if my life is a dream. Which is not a bad thing, It's just weird for me, Things don't really turn out the way I want them to, And when then do it's just sorta weird. Like I'm expecting something bad to happen, Cause that's the way it always turns out. Even though I HATE saying this.. I'm worried cause I don't want things to go sour. I think for the first time in like three years I'm actually happy and idk. I just really don't know.