God, Kevin can and saw me today at my work (my ex bf) and he explained to me what had happen between us last year.. And it mad me feel a lot better to know that it had nothing to do with me, but it was a stupid ass reason to break up. He even said it himself.. and that he really regret what he did to me.. So I guess I should be happy.. But that doesn't change how I felt that day he broke up with me.. He did not even say why he only said he could not see me anymore.. So I was piss and upset.. But that was a year ago.. And at least he said he was sorry.. Better late than never I suppose.. I don't know what to think or what to believe at this point.. I kinda want school to start and than again I don't I just need to be with my friends I guess and get a break form work. Cause that's really all what I do now... I have no time for anyone.. But anything for a car.. i will work an hour any shift just so by this time next year I will be behind that wheel of my truck *voom voom*