honesty now

i have been seeing my ex BF again, we broke up a few months ago and for the last few weeks we have been hanging out and what seems to be getting back together, and I could not be any happier. This time around I feel so different about him, before when we were still dating I like him a lot and all but this time is complete different. I feel so much for him this time, and honesty I don't know why. Every time I'm with him I forget about school work and pressure. All the shit just goes away and their is no problems. I don't think it's love, It can't be. It could be because I spent that last three months being very upset, not because we broke up but because I was going thru a hard period. The thing is I do not want to get attached to anyone, cause it only ends with a broken heart. I learned that the hard way. Should I just open up my heart again? Or should I just wait. I know what I want to do, But I can't always do what I want to do, I still need to look out for myself, I know that's selfish, But I honesty don't think I'm strong enough to withstand another heartbreak.

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