kill me

Listening to: AFI
Feeling: alone
i think i dont know.. I dont want to say the wrong thing cause i dont know who reads these things.. but i could used some help at this point.. See its kinda like this.. I have been seeing this guy.. for sometime now, were not together tho.. even if it seems like we are.. Were not, And I really do like and care about him.. but what the hell is the point of me hanging around with someone if they don't feel the same way about me?? It's a uber shitty feeling.. It's like no matter what I do it's never good enough for anyone or anything.. My best is never enough. I do flips backwards for everyone and no one seems to care.. I just want to know what i do is appricated.. I honeslty really really like this person.. But if these feelings don't change soon.. i dont know what to do.. I am scared shitless of being hurt cause it happens way to much to me and im not gonna let it happen again.. Thats why i dont really let myself get to close to anyone.. It's really hard to turst people when they always let you down..
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