Please No!!

I just dont want to go out, I don't care about this Holiday I'm not Irish. I don't want to drink, I don't want to party, I don't want to have to get all dressed up.

I haven't slept well in days, i'm trying to quit smoking and i'm cranky Im just really not in the mood to be around people.

I DON'T WANNA GO!!!!

I promised I would

Humans are suppose to be social creatures and yet all I want is to be alone

No, I don't want you to buy me a drink

No, I'm not giving you my number

STOP STARTING AT MY ASS!!!

AHHHHHHH!!!! Touch me and I'll punch you

I'M NOT stuck up and I'm NOT a bitch I'm just not looking for anything

No No relationships

No No casual sex

No No F@#% buddies

No No NO NO!!!!

Just stop!!!!!!!

I am perfectly happy on my own,

This does not upset me but I have no one in my life that i can rely on i have no one i completely trust, so many things i would like to talk about but cant, no one understands but i do, so i write

I write in here and for the more personal things i write in a book i already have two filled and am working on a third

THIS IS MY STORY

MY LIFE

One day when i'm old ill look back and be gald that i have written