I never did what he says I did

Have you even been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you so vulnrable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life...You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so a simple phrase like 'maybe we should just be friends' or 'how very perceptive' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a body-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain I hate love Pleasure of love lasts but a moment, Pain of love lasts a lifetime the ones that you love the most are usually the ones that hurt you the most. The hottest love has the coldest end. there is a hole in the world, which I find myself constantly walking around in the daytime, and falling in at night. I miss you like hell. If we must part forever,
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I can totally equate with your last entry. I feel so lonely and depressed too. Amy
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