I don't know what I am feeling anymore, I am so confused its almost impossible to tell reality from fiction. I am jobless and no matter what I do, I can't find a job. I have applied to like 13 places and nothing. And I have good work etchis I have plenty of places they can call. And I know what to do for the places that I have applied to. Idk. Also I'm not doing good in my A&p class. I need a C too pass and I have a D... I'm freaking out. Massage therapy is so important to me I need that class to pass.... idk anymore I study and still I have these problmes I need help!