I assure you: i have not forgotten you. I'm self-centered and ignorant, and times like this are always the worst. Please don't fel neglected; i still think of you, it's just, i'h having a lot of feelings which are just causing me great confusion, and i'm trying to deal with them on my own, without having to turn to anybody, or rely on anybody. I dislike that; dependance. It's so... weak. It's wise, i grant you that in all fairness, but, i couldn't do it myself.

Perhaps i'm being stupid. Perhaps i need to talk. I'm so afraid of what you'll think of me.