EGO BOOST!!!

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Ok, so they're not all that great, but that's 4 "paintings" in 2 days...

Mudman: "Dammit chris, you and your perfect responses".

(10 mins later...)

Mr.G: "All your answers are perfect".

Yay. Major ego boost. =)

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Perfect is not the word, I woudl not say perfect 'cause I don't believe in it, but you deserve the ego boost and your answers are beautiful and lovely and you and that's great, you know what I mean?
[Anonymous]
Lalallaa, even with what you just said all said, I still do not believe in perfection, I have never thought of it at the beginning of everything, and that being perfection, but right now I know that there is no perfection, not to me I do not believe that perfection i spossible, but there is beauty and that is better because it is in everything.

Everywhere is sleepytime for me. Maybe I could do the awake and good-answer thing if I tried?
[Anonymous]
Probably not. I am not that good.
[Anonymous]
Thank you so much, but you do not understand, my need to be clever and all my life being second best to someone, there have been two someones and it drives me mad, all my life, oh no maybe there are three, I could handle it if I was middle or round about the middel but second best is the worst thing I could think of, even if the first is fantastic in ways I could never ever describe. Have you ever felt the need to be something so specal and
[Anonymous]
fantastic that everyone who met you told you so and was left with a feeling so happy that their life was enlightened, even if it was just for a moment? But that won't happen 'cause I will always be second best and that's the worst of me that I can see, sometimes I could stab the one that's first, I really could but I love her so much that I couldn't, her name is my Jim and I love her but she';s always first and I want to be first sometimes, you
[Anonymous]
know, I wish I could share it with her, I wish both our last names began with A, so that we would not both be Lucies, but with me being the second Lucy, that is why i cannot call her Lucy, she is Jim to me because I want to be equal but I can't when we're Lucies. If you've been second best all of your life and if you have the same first name as your best friend who is first to your second, and her surname begins with A and yours B and you know
[Anonymous]
what i mean then I envy you, because it is like a stab in the heart, especially when it comes to the point that she dislikes herself and doesn't think that she's good enough even after all her being first and your being second, because that makes you feel like you are even more worthless because everything you want, the first, is not that good anyway. So beauty is good and better than perfection ever could be but when I think of that and being
[Anonymous]
second always and forever it doesn't seemt hat special. She will always be the most special to me, no matter how equal we become she will always be a milimetre ahead or even a hudredth of a milimetre.


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[Anonymous]