today all mi borthers friends came over and i love hanging out with them, theyre awesome guys. i just got out of a serious relationship (1year)with nick.. he was mi life.. i neva thought i could live without him.. i still dont think i can... he was my best friend... we got in some trouble 5months ago and were not allowed to see eachother so we senaked around.. buttt now im alllowed to see him.. butt for the past month we'd been fighting .. i was going through a lto and was pushing him away.. so then on valentines day he called it quits... we both stopped caring and i partied every night he did the same.. butt i had an image... i had ppl who needed my help... so 3weeeks lata im goin out with mi best friend..(joe) he knows that im not ova nick butt he still loves me and wants to be with me.. he was there for me when nick couldnt be..when he wouldnt be...butt what is love... i cant say trhat word without thinking of nick..i dont know what to do