i dunno,.,... today isnt bad... butt i had to talk to ppl at VIP (victims intervetnion program) and another councelor and crap.... its annoying.. i want it all to jsut stop.... seriously... theres no point... its not helping me if im still going to counciling for 2years... ive jsut gotten worse.... nick hasnt been home in days... i dont care he can party all he wants.. its his life now... butt ill probably see him tomorrow night when i go out with shorty and little..... butt its alrigth.. him and i are over it im throwing kristina(shorty) a sweet sixteen party on june 26 and eveyones invited.. im paying for it all... its gonna cost me 400 dollars but it ok bc i luv that girl.. shes sweet heart and mi shoulder to cry on..she deserves something nice... im trying to get a few more jobs for the summer... soooo