im so happy irght now... i jsut got off the phone with my boyfriend... i know hes hurt me in the past..butt this time.. it feels diferent.... he wants to meet my mom.... i want him to...i want her to accept him... butt he likes 20 miles away... and he cant sleep over at my house.. so hopefully he can get rides home..or he gtes a car... hes 17.... its cory hatler... its different this time... hes going to a party no saturday... and im going to a differetn one.. id give up mi party for him.. butt i dont think i would be able to get to his party so i hope he dont cheat.. i know i wont.... i miss him already.... i wanna see him tomorow butt icant... i wanna get home.. i made plans with alycia to clean her car.. hehe... we were involved in a "hit and run" some guy hit our(her) cAr and kept going... we were freaked and the mirror got rippped off and theres a few detns but its all good dan chapola is my best bud... hes a sweet heart... i hung out with cory and shorty on tuesday in honesdale... and i told mike that i was with cory.. he jsut walked away... he was mad... this saturday shorty andi are going to martins house with phil and angel... then going to a party at midnight .... i dunno when ill b home.. i told mi mom im staying at jess's house... i wont cheat bc i do care a lot about cory...butt just to be safe.. his buddy is gonna be y eyes on saturday.. i trust him.. its the other girls tat i dont trust i love my jamie.. id love for her to come partying wit hme.. butt shes my girl.. i dont want to see her get hurt.... nick wont even notice me anymore.... i mean we arent fighting or anything.. its just hi..and thats all.... i think hes oveer us ....and i dont want that .. well i do butt i dont.. hes played a huge role in my life.. i cant forget about him.... i think joe is mad at me bc we arent exactly friends with benefits.. his 12 year old bro.. made the moves on me the other night ! hes my litle pimp butt damn!!!!