so much has happened in the past weeks ./// mi sis is pregnent again.... thats coool... butti maybe too i dunno... i think im overreacting.. the guys in callicoon all call me the 7-47./// bc they say i fucked to guys in one night .. buttt ididnt a few ppl know the truth... i dont have the strength to fight anymore.. im done im going back out with cory and its fun... we say we lvoe eachother..butt i cant love him like i lvoed nick... i dont want nick back.. i want what nick and i had... matt is really sweet and im kinda falling for him.. butt i dont think soo. i had to tell mike that i was with cory and not him.. now he wont even talk to me... cory and i got in a fight.. bc some angela girl said she fucked him/// i accused him of it... butt im still with him... i think he did it.... butt i dont wanna b alone... he xcares a lot for me.. i know he does... so im gnna fight that chic tomorrw.. not jut for him.. butt for me... shes saying shit about me andi dont want that.. im tired of ppl thinking im a scared little bitch ... ya im a bitch.. butti do have a heart.. im gonna stick up for myself... shorty, my girlfriend and lit'l are bihind me all the way.... and thats all i need.. and my boyfriend of course.... sarah andi were in a rut for a while butt i guess its all good now... really... the psychologist put me on relaxeres and boosters.. buttt it costs 150.... so i didint get them.. plan and simple...