i dont kno what 2 do anymore. so last night alycia and kristina and i went to callicoon and hung out with some "friends" we got sooo drunk and it was soo much fun. this guy vincent (african american) hes cool butt he was hittin on me soo bad... all the guys(angel martin and phil and vincent) were slapping mi booty and thigh...now im all bruised butt its all good. well.. kristina ndi went out 2night and the guys found us this time.buttt so did nick... buttt it was ok until he kept bringing up the past. that ticked everyone off.and me...butt i can deal with it. it was weird him being there butt all i wanted was for him to kiss me or something. butt thats the prob. i want to firget about it... the guys used to be his friends butt then nick dissed them and now they dont like nick at all. they wanted him to leave butt he wouldnt. those guys ya they drink and stuff..butt theyre alla bout having stupid fun. being ahppy...im ahppy when im with them. its fun.... until nick showed up...nick tries to show off... i know thats just how he acts..butt still i dont know how to be ahppy...