life goes on... i made up a poem about it.. but i cant remember it.. i'll wirte it sometime, so ya.... nick met me after work... and we kissed ... he gave me a little lecture abotu how i havent call ed him.. idunno...i still care for him .... butt i can see ther eal him and i kind of got over him in a way.. i can finally say.. "he doesnt deserve me".. i dont think ive ever said anythin like that before..well i always say "i dont deserve him" its all good. so ya yesterday i had kristina's sweet sixteen at my house... it was fun,.,. she had fun.. and today her mom sara and i planned a suprise party for her.. it was cool. jer, and tom. got so high this mornin (1 am)we made our own hash oout of reson and rubbin alcohol... i was smokin the cuban.. i love that thin.. i still have the rest of it.. im gonna smoke it tomorrow... *hehe* im gonna call nick and invite him over tomorrow... just for the hell of it.. theres no commitment.. its cool so i was fornicatin this mornin and it sucked big time! i miss matt webb.. i never see himanymiore or talk to him... i finally have 2 days off of work.. tomorrow and wednesday.. im gonna sleep and eat dinner *hehe*