so ya,.,.,, cory called my cell on sunday... ahe was drunk and found out that i wa s gonna dump him.... so he called and said he was fucking angela.. he called from her house.. then he called me opn monday and said it was just a joke... he said he was pissed at me.. and he didnt fuck her... i dont entirely believe him..... i do care so much for him... thats the problem.. i dont want to let him go... i was thinkin of asking dan about him and i.... butt he wouldnt b interested in me at all.... only 2.5 deays of school left.. then i go back to working everyday... shit at home sux..... my theRAPist put me on anti-depresants... and relaxers... i have depression and generalized anxiety... whatever im waiting for matt to get back from town... bc im so bored andi havent talked to him in a while... i want to go back and sit by him... (on the bus) butt the bitches probably would give me shit.. andi dont wanna bother him.. matt DeSeu calls me his little sister,,, i lvoe it... i wanna try and get with tommy... not like that.. i mean get closer.. like best buddy... mi leg is healing thank god... butt ive run out of bandaids... i dunno... im tired,,, i keep passing out... so im not (preg.) anymore... mi parents are getting divorced and im moving...whatever.... ive only got 3 more days to ware myslef otu thinking.. .than i get to work.. thank god...