i understand now why he chose her over me... and im gonna let it go.... none really knows our whole story.. butt i was inlove wiht.. and im more in love with him now more than ever. butt as far as im concerned he never really loved me... im just gonna have to get over that. thats what hurts the most... at night .. all i dream about are the memories we shared... now i wonder if they were just a dream....he is the only person i was able to trust for the longest time.... mi mistake... i dont regret falling inlove with him... id still die for him... butt i dont know if he ever really loved me...a nd his word means nothing to me now... it just hit me that now im alone... maybe ive always been alone... maybe not.. i dunno anymore...