so everything is ok... i bought bandaids and everythnig.. im over it... its all gonna bo ok... really it is... i can feel it... cory andi got engaged.. the ring is coming... he doesnt know my size though.. oh well.. mi big brother is checking up on me... (not anythony)i went to town today and hung otu with my fiance and some buddies and of course shorty... it was fun.. really it was... i found out cory is cheating on me with nadine.. this girl is a major scumbag... butt whatever im jsut using him... its weird though.. we fool around and he has hickies on his neck (from me) he gave me a hickie and everything...butt we never actually kissed,.... i dunno what its about... i wanna ask him.. butt id feel weird,... hes in a gang... and im his bitch... *hehe* its all good... mi bro met him today.. . it was weird.. tomorrow i guess im having a party.. im not exactly sure... im gonna call bob and see if he can meet me out there,,, alycia wants me to ride with her tomorrow ok... so i wont b home intime to get some beer... i dunno.. whatever... its all good... seriously.... im tired... were having family dinner tonight,,, matt seriously changed me... im gonna try and be happier.. im gonna live my life.... ive only got one... *hehe* its all good... everything is.... im ok... im gonna bounce.. jamie- so what if im hanging with ur bro. hes cool and im having fun.. matt is my big brother... matty- i do have friends.. butt im stuboorn.. im not gonna ask for help and i wont tell u anythign unless u ask...