i dont want to break up with joe.. butt i thnk he'd be happier with kristina... he asys he can talk to her better and hes always on the phone with her.. i dont want to have to compete with her for time with my boyfriend. i do love him. really i do... i im selfish i want him all to mislef .. noone else can even touch him... im very jelous .. butt he doesnt know that. i wanted to call him... butt ive been busy and im scared to.. i want him to tell me... tell me that im not aloud to break up with him bc were in love and he's neva cheat on me..i trust him.. its them that i dont trust...i know her.. im not mad.. i was... butt they would make a good couple.. i want him.. really i do... butt i dont want to hurt anyone else... ive hurt the ppl who care most about me.. and im tired of it.. i want it all to be ove.. i want him to hold me and tell me he'd neva leave.. butt in the end they always do.. im jsut destined to b alone.. help