im soo bored... so frinday night i took shorty and brenda out with me and we met up with the guys.... igot soo drunk.. and mi ex lovwe nick showed up..we gto in eachothers faces because we were both upset and drunk..... all i wanna do is call and apoligize butt it wasnt all mi fault.. he was saying lies and saying i was sleeping around on him all the itme.. i wasnt.... really i wasnt.. he said i always lied.. but inkow that he did... i know he did... mi gut says so.... butt my heart wants to forgive him.... i dunno wahts to do,.... i want him to tell me.... butt i dont .... im lose... saturday we all went to the danny brannings memorieal thing... it was ok..butti was bored out of my mind.. seriously... i couldnt get a hold of bob or anyone.... i wanted to get oiut... they arent my kind of ppl and john kept putting his arms around me.. butt he smelt sooo bad.... iii wanted to cry/'