so mi mom took off... ya.. monday night.. she bought me a pack of cigs. and left... she called yesterday and came ova today to see me bci didint go toschool bc i feel like cerap... i could hardly mova all day... i dunno.. i slept all day then i had some energy butt not much. i talked to nick today.. it actually swasnt bad.. we both try to make eachother jelous by talking aobut our boy/girl friends... it doesnt work welll... bci blow it off and so does he... i want joe and i to be friends.. butt im gonna fight with him for our friendship... thats not ahppening,, im tired of fighting.. i gave myself another tattoo.. and im doing lit'l's tomorrow when she comes ova.. mi mom says she'll prob. b home.. butt i dont cae no more.. whateva floats her boat i guess. im trying to buy ringtones for my phone butt its not working out so well. i think mi parents are getting a divorce.. i dont know where id b going.. mi mom wants me to stay with her... butt then theres my dad.. after being with him like this for teh past few days... i could do it... mi brother...is up ion the air..he hasd a car he can do whateva and this wasnt really aobut him.... mom threatened my life teh otha day... so thats the big fight b4 she left..between dad mom and i... but she came ova today to see how i was feeling so mi boyfriends mike cheated on me... in our own bed.. so im not with him.. i apcked my stuff.. now his best bud who had me first..he gave me to mike i nthe 1st place..now he deciedded to take me back from mike..he was also living with mike.. butt he moved bc of what mike was doing... alycia....ya she's a backstabber..to hthink i trusted her... i stook up for her all the time... and she goes around and puts a knife in my back...