so everything is going ok. mom and i had a nasty ifhgt last nigth and she tried to hit me a few times.... butt wehn i came hme today she bought me a stuffed rabbit and sox (i love sox) thats her way of saying sorry i guesss.. i was supposed to go to brendas tomorrow to catch a movie with kristina.... butti dunno.. she made "other" plans.... whatever... joeandi are ok.... butt he wants more then i do... his bros.... brandon(12) and justin(14) are cool. brandon wnats to go on a date wiht em.. i wont date anyone younger then e butt theyre cool. justing finally asked for a kiss yesterday andi wanted so bad to kiss him.... butt joe stole it... i was mad butt ifi would haev kissed justin.. joe would have been pissed.... so i dunno whats going on there... reallyi dont... i need to lose weight..i feeeel FAT.. i know im PHAT butt *hehe* joking... i dunno... dad still wants a divorce andi want one too butt its their decision..i nkoed 4 cigs.. in like an hour... thats bad... im like burning up nd i feel like crap... whatevr.... its all good... i dont care anymore.... i overdosed major league on wednesday.. i kept passing out.. i couldnt control it.... i told some friends and they kept me gonig thank god.... and today i ovadosed too... i dont wanna do itanymroe... im done... its killing me.. literally....