i dunno what to do anymore... mi mom decieds today that she'scoming h ome. mi dad doesnt know shes here.. but when he comes home he will.... he said that he'll have to call the cops and get her arrested. he wants a divorce... i dont mind moving around... butt i wanna know whats gonigo n... now tomorrow i'm throwing aBBQ and a lot of ppl are invited.. i dunno whats gonna happen mi mom and da are going.... butt she's here... and i dont want ehr to go tojail.... i dunno.. i may run again tonight... i hope i dont have to butt you neva know... im scared and confused. today i found out that the man who played a huge roll in mi life.... mi childhood .... has cancer.... i dunno what to do... what can i do.... i wanna get away.... butt where am i gonna go... im moving in with alycia an a few months when shes 18 (january) we're getting an apartment. i saw mike the otha day and we decided that we werent going out buttt were kind of together... like when were out in town ya we'll......*hehe* i met up wth howard an some toha ppl.... old friends.. i kind of miss it when i was a big drugee.. i was happy though.... i didint worry about everything.... butti cant go back... i wihs i could go back to the way things were when it was simple i remembe as a kid.. there was no hate no anger... yai bounce around from home to home.. butt i neva minded it......i dunno what to do anymore