so everything seems to be gonig ok.. im with joe and im going to his house tomorrow *hehe* it'll b fun. im leaving on sunday!!! i cant wait...mi "first love" jsut gto kickid oyut of school for drugs and he had a gun. i dont understand it.. butt highschool changes ppl i guess. butt hey thats life. i love joe, butt i think he would cheat on me if he got the chance. i know he will... when he finds someone better.. thats what he did with sarah. im just waiting for it.. butt whateva..its all good. so im on the birth control patch.. the 1st time ismoked.. i got soo sick.. butt i can do it now. i usually smoke newport.. butt there was a 2fro1 sale on marlboro menthol.. i love menthol.. i bougth 6 packs.. 2 are for mi girlfriend sarah. we're gonna have a blast in wisconsin. and hopefuly in afew weeks im going to newbugh with Lit'L (joes cousin) and of course joe is probably ghonna go.. i hope.. bc then... it'll b cool, i wanna see where he grew up and meet his friends.. he wants me to dress "normal" butt im a rocker.. so jsut for him im gonna buy a nice outfit.. in wisconsin... i love him.. he says i dont and it pisses me off.. buttt whateva.. its all goood