so hammy is tlaking to me again.. why idont know bc she didint seem to want to have anything to do with me...since highschool started anyway nick is put of mi life for all i know... he hasnt called and id like to keep it that way.. bc iknow that if he plays the sweet card... im gonna fall right back into his arms.. and i dont want that.. im with joe... and im ahppy with him... sarah... i made her cry.. i wish i would have neva told her...i dont want her hurting... it seems afater reading all mi entries .. mi life is revolving araound gusya nd i dont want that to ghappen... i wanna have fun.. go wild.. this summa im running.... im gonna try and b FIT... im going back to brooklyn toget my school clothes all that good shit... i didint get my cell yestaday bc we got out early.. i called radioshack.. turns out they dont have the phone anyway... so im going out 2morrow... to get it... well look at them .. i spent $40 yestaday.. hopefully i get teh moeny back.. by selling.. so maybe i have enough... its gonna cost a lot... nest week i go on vacation