"Cause I'm broken, When I'm lonesome, And I don't feel right When you're gone away." - Seether and Amy Lee, Broken "My shadow's the only one that walks beside me, My shallow heart's the only thing that's beating, Sometimes I wish someone out there would find me, Until then I walk alone." - Green Day, Boulevard of Broken Dreams I'm really depressed right now, and extremely lonely. It sucks being alone like I am. This is the millionth time I've had to walk home alone, and it's not fun. Andrew's happy because he's got somebody, everybody else is happy because they've got somebody, and I'm here all alone. "He walks this life a soldier, he walks this life alone." - Some song I heard on the radio a few weeks ago. *sigh* It's true. I really wish I wasn't so alone. English class was good though. I didn't get any work done, but it was nice to sit in the library, which is air-conditioned and relax for an hour and fifteen minutes. I also saw her in english today, and I was lucky I was on the other side of the room. There's no telling what I'd have done had I been any closer. But after all that bullshit I think I'd have just stuck to ice cold glances and keeping my mouth shut all period. But I had to anyways. Damn class in there writing their final exam, so we all had to shut up. But I think I should stop being so mean to her, and all other people that piss me off. Maybe If I lighten up a bit people won't think I'm so dark and cold. I love the darkness though, but maybe the coldness I can rid myself of. But I don't think that'll work, and I'll continue to be alone. Well, there's my plan. Try to be nice to her and everybody else, and be a little nicer to people, so they don't think I'm completely ice-hearted and mean. I'll just remain the lord of darkness. *sigh* I'm soooo lonely. :( See you all later.