"So if you see me will you just drive on by?
Or will I catch the twinkle inside your eye?
And if you want me well I guess I want you
Oh pretty baby how could you?"
-Billy Talent, Standing in the rain
Sometimes I wonder if some people get up and ask themselves: "I wonder how bad I can piss Thomas off today?" because I swear to god it's been happening since everybody got up this morning. My dad pissed me off by almost yelling at me for no fucking reason. I swear to god, if I had a gun...figure it out. John's been pestering me about playing that damn annoying song over and over again...bugging me about food, and now he fucked up my damn computer because now I can't sign into MSN. Again, if I had a gun...I'd shoot the damn computer because it's not working, and make John shit his pants when I turned towards him. Pegleg is also pissing me off because she fucking cares about me so much! John wants to hang out with her, and I don't, but I'm going to because he's my best friend, and he wants me to. But because I don't want to, she's all like "Nope. Just because you don't want to." and I'm all like: "STOP FUCKING CARING ABOUT ME SO FUCKING MUCH!!! JOHN WANTS TO NOT ME, SO DO IT FOR HIM DAMMIT!!!!" Fuck I'm pissed. Oh my god, you have no idea. I'm about ten seconds from snapping and killing everybody around me.
But I don't get why the fuck she cares so much. Nobody cares about me, except for some people, but I don't care about her. She's constantly trying to be my friend, and I don't care about her. She wants to get back with me, and I don't care about her. If she vanished off of the face of the planet right now, (I'd probably be the one that made her vanish...) I wouldn't care. I don't care about her, but she cares about me. It's pissing me off like you wouldn't believe.
And I've got to put up with her and everybody else who is pissing me off. John I can put up with, because that's just him. But everybody else....if I had a gun...
And I know I'd probably go if you had a gun, lol.
p.s good luck with yourfriends bye
i care about you in a friendly sort of way lol