Listening to: Enter Sandman - Metallica
Feeling: torn
"Leaves are falling all around, It's time I was on my way.
Thanks to you, I'm much obliged for such a pleasant stay.
But now it's time for me to go. The autumn moon lights my way.
For now I smell the rain, and with it pain, and it's headed my way.
Sometimes I grow so tired, but I know I've got one thing I got to do...
Ramble On, And now's the time, the time is now, to sing my song.
I'm goin' 'round the world, I got to find my girl, on my way.
I've been this way ten years to the day, Ramble On,
Gotta find the queen of all my dreams."
-Led Zeppelin, Ramble On
"Why would she put me through such torture,
I would have given my life for her,
She was the one that knocked me over,
Now I'm alone sitting on the corner"
-Billy Talent, The Ex
"Take me down to the Paradise City,
Where the grass is green and the girls are pretty."
-Guns 'N Roses, Paradise City
I am killer bored. I've got nothing to do all freakin day. Nobody's on except for Paul and Adam, so that's not much. So again I'm all by myself.
My damn nightmare got my up twice again last night, once at like...3 in the morning, and the second time at 6:40. I couldn't sleep after that, so I'm really tired. More than you know. It's kinda changed since the last time I described it, so here goes:
I'm still standing on the same body strewn field, with the same old fires burning in the distance. The horde of hellish creatures is still running towards me, and there's a brief sword fight of all things, before I am thrown to the ground. It seems as though I'm looking death right in the eyes, and a whole bunch of horsebacked soldiers ride in the kick the shit out of them, and I am saved by a bunch of dudes in my dreams that I have no idea who they are.
So that's it. I'm hoping that because this thinger seems to be done, it will be. But it probably isn't. Oh well. It'll end with time...right?
Later
Well, I'm back, and still killer bored. I just met Adam up at the ravine, but it's still too effin hot to go outside and do anything, so I'm gonne chill here for a while. No going outside for me...at least for a while anyways. Adam says "Good call." I thought so too.
Well, I think I'm done here for a while anyways. Probably not.
-Nikki
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