"I don't mind you coming here, And wasting all my time. Because when you're standing oh so near, I kinda lose my mind..." -The Cars, Just what I needed "Something's wrong, shut the light Heavy thoughts tonight And they aren't of snow white Dreams of war, dreams of liars Dreams of dragon's fire And of things that will bite" -Metallica, Enter sandman Well, it's 5:51 AM and I'm not actually tired. My damn nightmare got me up again, and I heard this weird clicking noise that prevented me from going back to sleep. My nightmare has changed slightly though. In it, I still see everything that I used to, but now...it's an all out war. Like old-school LOTR stuff. I see myself in one massive army, charging against one composed of those hellish creatures previously mentioned whenever I described my nightmare before. The armies clash, and I am haunted by the images of the mutilation, the hacking, the bloodshed, slain bodies everywhere, the arcid stench of the corpses after the war rages on for a while. Normally when I woke up after my nightmares, I was a little spooked, but soon went to sleep. This time I sat up as fast as I could, panting and sweating. This one also kept me from going to sleep afterwards. But on a lighter, happier note, I went to Sabrina's soccer game yesterday, and they kicked ass. 5-0 man...sweet'ness. And I guess you could say me and her are going out again, and I'm a much happier person because of it. This is going to sound crazy, but when we were chilling in her basement yesterday, while she rested her head on my shoulder, she was like the warmth and light that spread throughout my cold and dark soul. For the first time in a long time, I was at peace, and I was happy. And none of you people can replace me as the lord of darkness, even after that, so don't even think about it. That's right. But if she's reading this, and I know she does...leave a comment. Hell, everybody leave one. I'd like to know what you think of all this stuff. Well, I'd better go find something to do. If my dad comes downstairs and finds me here, I'll probably get in some kind of trouble. It's just one damned thing after another in this place sometimes. Oh well. Later.