"He tells everyone a story, Because he feels his life is boring, And he fights so you won't ignore him, Because that's his biggest fear. And he cries, but you'll rarely see him do it. He loves, but he's scared to use it. So he hides behind the music, cause he likes it that way. He knows he's so much more than worthless, He needs to find the surface, Because he's starting to get nervous." -Thousand Foot Krutch, This is a call "I'm gonna show ya I'm alive, Breathing clearly for the first time, Take my in your arms, Take me to the place you are." -Thousand Foot Krutch, I climb I just got back from wonderland, after spending most of the day there with Adam and John. The morning was kinda boring, but We still had a fun day nonetheless. Spent most of the day in the waterpark...my eyes burned so bad afterwards that it's not funny. Damn wave pool gets you right in the eyes and doesn't give you a chance to wipe them out, so you have to squint as you try and keep your head above water until you free a hand to clear your eyes. But we all smelled of chlorine after. Holy poo it stunk. But that's what you get for sitting in the waterpark for most of the day. But holy poo it burned... My nightmare got me up a few times last night, and it hasn't changed yet. Still the same old hacking and slashing bloody scene it normally is. Or at least it has been for the past few days. Woke up sweating and panting as I did before, but not as quickly as before. Took me a while to get back to sleep as well. Holy poo...but I eventually did. And then for a while I just slept a dreamless sleep. When that while was over...I don't know. I just saw random images of people. I dreamt about Sabrina for the longest time too, but then the images just faded away and I woke up. It was freaky... Went to the mall with her yesterday too. It was fun. Air-conditioned too. It wasn't overly eventful, we just walked around to various stores and stuff, and she picked up something in that Walters Music place. I don't remember what it was, but I saw a sweet ass quitar in there. But it was 300 bucks. But anyways...we just walked around for a while more until I got severe pains in my leg for some reason, and I had to sit down on the nearest bench I could see. I actually managed to walk for a while, but I still had to sit down. I don't know how long we just sat there, but eventually my pain faded and she rested her head on my shoulder again. I don't know how long we sat there like that either, but it was really quiet for a while. We eventually kissed too, and that was awesomeness. Never been happier. It was weird too. It was like life slowed down in that moment, and the loud mall seemed to be dead silent. But the moment passed and I walked her to the bus thinger outside Zellers there and she went home. Still was a happy man. Oh my god...you have no idea. Well, I think I'm done here for today. Later.