Uber-depressed

Feeling: depressed
"Like a shadow in the dark, I am everything, and I am nothing." - Me. I made that up yesterday. Well, I'm kinda feeling better because I just finished playing Halo where I was ruthlessly killing these big dudes that were hard to kill :) But I'm still depressed nonetheless. Feeling kinda dark too, so yeah. I'll probably be off to the construction field to beat inanimate objects with sticks until I feel better. But oh well. Shit happens, but it's always to me, so don't worry. I was depressed last night too. I was emptying the dishwasher, and I pulled out this knife, and I kept glancing from the knife to my wrists. But I kept repeating that one line from the code of Bushido: "The true strength of a Samurai becomes apparent during difficult times." and I felt kinda better afterwards. But I didn't end up cutting myself... Well, I'm done here fow now. Later.
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That's really cool how that saying helped you get through it. I think I'll try something like that sometime.

nice journal.

-Angel