11:21 AM
Feeling: I have to have my birthday...in America
Well, so far so good. I've only gotten a few birthday wishes from people...nothing to big or loud. I hate being the center of attention, which is why I dread my birthday sometimes. I mean sure...I like it, just as anybody else would, but I dread it because everybody places me in the center of attention. I hate being the bloody center of attention more than you guys will ever know.
But as I said, so far so good. But I've also only seen a few people since I got up. Ugh...I wish I could just shut myself in this room and not go anywhere for the rest of the day.
And I have to just get through the remainder of today, and tomorrow, and then early saturday morning I'm home free! ^_^
Well, I'm bored so I'm just rambling on here...but I guess I'm done for now. Comment on that War Rant with your opinion. I'd like to know what you think...
Later guys...
5:10 PM
I'm really bored. I went to see Stealth with my mom, my sis, my mom's cousin, and my cousin. I was glad we went to a movie because that means my preppy cousin and my sis couldn't ramble on and talk about shopping...or whatever preps talk about. I don't know, I don't care. But it was an awesome movie nonetheless. And my mom, grandma, sis and grandma's sis are going out to some thingy tonight that I'm not going to, so yeah. It's just me until Dale gets home, and even then it's still just me because he's probably going to just sit and watch TV for a while.
But for now I'm really bored, and the only person on and talking to me is Andrew, so I'm gonna go talk to him for a while.
Later guys...
10:29 PM
I have no idea why I'm writing in this. I found out that my group of friends back home is falling apart. I mean...Andrew is ok...but Adam is trying to find out who he is, John is waiting for a response from Noelle after he asked her out...and Noelle wants to kill herself. Sweet Grievous! I feel so helpless from down here. I have to go through tomorrow wondering if I'll see one of my friends again, and knowing that one of my friends will be depressed if she does...
I hope by Grievous that everything hold together until I get back.
Later guys...
-Nikki
Anyway, happy birthday or whatever. Enjoy.