im back. i was up until 5 in the morning and then i woke up at noon. or so it feels. actaully, it was more like i was up until 10 and i woke up at five. i hope i cant adjust, but maybe its good that i cant; i wont have any trouble adjusting my body clock to zero hour when i cant sleep past five anyway. europe was...a learning experience. i have come to appreciate many things here more, like my friends and my family, and simple things like just being able to have your own room and sleep in a bed by yourself... and at the same time, i want germany back. france was great, dont get me wrong, but germany...is almost everything ive ever wanted from a country. ive been invited back to stay there for a month or so after junior year. ....but i think im going to look into the exchange student program. not necessarily for germany, becuase i know i dont have much experience with german, even though i think i should take it up easily now that i have lived with it all around me for 11 days, but i would probably go to an english speaking country if i got picked by anoyone, because i would feel ignorant only speaking one or two years of the language. but it probably wont happen at all. maybe in college or something. i think im going to spruce this diary up later, because its becoming obvious after trying a million different passwords that im probably not going to be able to get back into the other one ever again. :'( gah, my fingers are still used to the keyboard in munich, i kept putting z's instead of y's, because they were switched places. love you all. cya tomorrow at school, im gonna play it by ear, dont have my schedule OR my locker, or when the zero hour bus comes...so...it will be QUITE interesting if i do say so myself. i have kept a journal of my experiences. if people want me to maybe ill put it up. sare, will you please add me as a friend to sayitaintso since i cant get into keepsondreamin? germany is my second home, and i miss it like i missed the states while i was there. i also have an offer...to stay with someone there until i find an apartment and a job...