and it's nights like these it's nights like these that keep me alive. i walk outside, and it feels as though the wind is caressing me, corny as it sounds. the night is alive, there is a lot of energy out there. samhain is sunday. and i have no one to celebrate it with, as far as i know. but the thing is...do i even want to? i don't even know anything about it anymore anyway. i can't keep myself from going back outside... it makes me feel so alive, it feels like sex, in some odd way that i don't understand, especially since i'm a half virgin. sorry. i'm going back outside.