horoscope for the day: A promise will turn out to be a mirage. Keep your eyes open for illusions. it feels like getting through every day is a challenge. i just hope that the incentive stays, because i don't know how much longer i can live like this. no, not a suicide threat. just a....give up kind of thing. like i would simply float through life. and i don't want that. no, i really don't. i think maybe i was born a fighter. __________________________________ i don't know what is up with my sleep habits. no matter how long and deep i sleep, i still wake up feeling like i got nothing. if it weren't for the fact that i have no puncture wounds that i know of, i would start to believe that there is a vampire visiting me every night. not really. but i dont know what the fuck is wrong with me.