i have this strange but humongous attraction to all things old, beautiful, and sophisticated. beautiful carved antiques, victorian houses...classical music relaxes me like no other. i collect books. when i grow up i want to have an actual library at my house, a whole room full of books. it would be my sanctuary. i need to stop procrastinating. i think something is wrong with me. i need to go to bed. goodnight. ill do my homework and take a shower in the morning. im just too tired. it was a bad day . : ( but court and trent cheered me up quite a bit. ive gotten my passion for music and piano back. it just came flying back into me tonight. isnt that strange? i cant wait until i get home tomorrow and i have time to practice. : )