weird..i just ate a piece of chocolate and it gave me horrible heartburn. owwie. are cherries acidic? do they even put real cherries in chocolate? and the funny thing is, i feel like writing. but i'm afraid of what will come out. the days go by so slowly now, everything is extreme. i am always having chills or feeling hot, i don't have a desire to eat much anymore. the days go by so slowly, i'll try to explain. today started out as wednesday. by third hour i was somehow sure it was thursday, and by 6th hour i was positive it was friday and homecoming was the next day. but nope. its still wednesday. and i still have 2 days of this stupid week left. me and nicole have some strange connection now. we know what each other is thinking, feel the same emotions at the same time, and have almost parallel lives. trent, by chance that you read this, if i'm not online tonight, can you call me? because i miss talking to you. and i have pretty good news to share. and something else to tell you that you will like. _____________________________________ its like the world is going to hell. or maybe just the united states and the lives of almost everyone i know. hurricanes in the southeast, big earthquakes in florida, everyones dreams are falling apart. i remember once that someone told me maybe someday i would like the falling feeling i get. i wonder if they will ever be right. autumn has come overnight. i am excited for winter...i hope it will be an early one this year.