http://diaries.suchisthis.com/thestarthtfell/index.php?cmd=view_entry&eid=25 please read that, and then decide if you agree or disagree. and please remember how long it has been since i wrote that before you decide to judge me. my mom always told me to set my priorities in order, and i never really put much thought into it at all. but in the past few days, ive really realized what is important to me, and what isn't and that i need to set aside the things that aren't as important for the things that aren't. i'm giving up a bunch of things, but among those are the sims 2. i realized how much it is screwing things over. i feel like a geek saying this, but my grades are slipping, and i wasn't getting to talk to people i cared about as much as before. and really...im just sorry. and i want you all to know that i love/like you all, and i would do anything for you. and i'm sorry if i ever do anything to make you mad. and you...every time we see each other, i feel like we get closer. every time i see you i like you more. you are one of the only people that can turn a day from hell into a good mood. so thank you. for everything. i called you last night at the hotel everyone knows, but they won't tell but their half hearted smiles tell me somethin...just ain't right i've been waitin on you for a long time fuelin' up on heartaches and cheap wine i ain't heard from you in three damn nights.... i thought about you for a long time can't seem to get you off my mind... a bunch of people were singing this song at work today, and it reminded me of you. and i remembered how shy i was to sing it, because you had never heard me sing. the forest park night. calm down, you stupid girl. stop doing the nervous foot shaking thing. what is happening?