so its like, nine thirty on a sunday morning, and no one is on. i guess i'm the only one who isn't at church or in bed with a hangover. omg i MUST drive up to best buy and get this cd TODAY! what's wrong with meeee, i can't stop spending moneyyyy, and i have to make it to christmas break [or farther] with like, 80 dollars after the cd. and there's something wrong with me where i'm really picky about fast food service haha. i guess since i worked in fast food for a while, then i know what's bad service and what isn't. but last night at sonic, i told the girl i wanted a strawberry cream pie shake, and mozerella sticks (i know that isn't spelled right and i don't care haha) and she gave me a strawberry fresh fruit slush. now, i had a good night friday and a good day saturday, so i didn't say anything. but not only did she give me the wrong thing, she didn't even mix the slush! she put some soggy strawberry stuff in the bottom of a cup, and then put regular, unflavored slush on top of it, and then put a lid on it haha. AND to top it off there was strawberry stuff on the outside of the cup. i just got kind of a kick out of how much i would get yelled at if i gave that kind of service at dairy queen. but i didn't say anything, i decided to be flexible and try to get the chunks of soggy strawberry down. it was kidn of gross, and i didn't eat most of it, but its ok because i'm never hungry anymore anyway. (yesterday i had 4 mozerella sticks [the kind that are like, 4 inches long] and 3 lasagna rollups [that are like, 2.5x1.5 inches] all day.) i am just not hungry anymore, i think its from being sick for a while or something. back to the money thing...i got like, THE coolest shirt yesterday, and it was only three dollars, and i love it. its a fishnet tube top, but the top part of it has fabric there so people can't see anything. but i like it. someday, if i feel like getting expelled from school, i might just wear it there : ) and then i got a corset, the kind that actually has wire in it, because it was dark and i really liked it, even though it was a lot more expensive than three dollars... they had a nicer one that had more wire in it, and that laced up the back like a real one (i think it was a real one) but it was thirty dollars before tax, and i decided i wasn't going to let myself spend that much of my money on a shirt. we went in hollister, i don't like that store haha. i felt almost claustrophobic in there, because its dark and crowded and there are fake plants everywhere lol. their jeans make me mad though, ones with holes in them and paint on them for 60 dollars, i guess just because they are hollister. ok...why don't you get a pair of jeans for like, 10 dollars from plato's closet, and tear holes in them or pour paint all over them? it's the same look for way less lol. thats what i would do at least. i need to stop saying 'lol' in my entries. so, my brother and my dad come back today. and in less than two weeks my grandma comes back to live with us, for quite a long time this time. i don't know what that means we will do about my mom's christmas. it basically means that friday was the last 'party' [however small] that i will have until she leaves, because she always does weird stuff at them lol. anyways...hmm. i have a ton of homework, especially in math, we have 12 assignments now and i'm so cool that i haven't done any of them, and its going to bite me in the ass when the test is like, friday or such. anyways...lots of love bec or BECKY!! [sorry, i'm a tad hyper although i'm alone hahaha]