"I can remember a place I used to go Crysanthemums of white, they seemed so beautiful. I can remember I searched for the amaranth Id shut my eyes to see Oh, how I smiled then, so near the cherished ones i knew they would appear... saw not a single one. oh, how i smiled then waiting so patiently. Id make a wish and bleed. While i waited, I was wasting away I can remember... dreamt them so vividly, soft creatures draped in white light kisses gracing me i can remember when i first realized dreams were the only place to see them. while i waited, i was wasting away hope was wasting away faith was wasting away i was wasting away i never, never wanted this i always wanted to believe but from the start, id been decieved. i never, never wanted this inside a cumbling effigy, so dies all innocence but you promised me..." i never never wanted this. i always wanted to believe. im sorry. forgive me, come back to me, i loved you. i really did. emptiness, it took your place. we are alone in the world.