It's like. I didn't really think I cared about Kevin breaking up with me. But then now that I actually think about it, I do care. I just told him so many things, and it's hard for me to just not think about him. He was just always there to talk to and he always listened and helped me and crap. But now that's he not there for me to tell him my feelings and just to tell him stupid useless things, it hurts so freaking bad. Like that he didn't even care enough to just ignore me as a sign of him not wanting to have anything to do with me anymore. Whatever though. They all tend to be the same.