I know I should have updated sooner. I wish I had. I want to get a lot of entries on here. I mean. I have quite a few but sometimes I wish I would have updated everyday. Wow. I know I'd have a lot then. Anyways. Matt and I broke up. Honestly, I don't even know why. Well, I know why I broke up with him but I don't understand why he acted the way he did. We had gone out before and we broke up because he said everything was going to fast. We didn't talk for awhile but we eventually started talking again and he said that he had like never stopped liking me and shit like that. So, we went back out and everything was good for awhile. I didn't talk to him since last Sunday. The first time we had talked in almost a week was yesterday. I asked him "Are you ever going to talk to me?" He played stupid and just said "Huh? Hey. What's up?" I was so freaking angry. I told him that we hadn't talked in almost a week and I didn't understand why. He just answered with "Well, it's not like I wasn't online or hard to get in touch with." Jeez. That pissed me off really bad. I've called him AT LEAST five times. I gave up because he never fucking calls me back. I just told him if that was the way he wanted things to end then that was cool with me. I wish him the best with everything and told him peace. I don't need that kind of shit from him. I really don't. Fuck him. Oddly enough, I like a different Matt. If I talk about him to people they're like, "I thought you hated Matt?" And I'm just like, it's a different Matt! Sheesh. Lol. He's really cool though. I like him a lot. ♥ Blake is still same old, same old. He gets interested in me and then he just backs away. I'll never understand him. Just as I think I'm getting to know him more, he becomes distant all over again. I don't know why I ever wasted my time and patience on him. Friday was our school fair. I didn't go because I didn't really feel good. I would have stayed home but I know I've already missed way too many days. I really hope that I don't fail. My mom will kick my dad's ass if I do. After all, it was kind of his fault that I miss so many days. Well, it is my fault too. But he shouldn't have let me stay home that much. Oh well. Whatever. So, on Friday, there were only a few people in my entire school that didn't go to the fair. I talked to this guy Bryan. He's really funny. He's a junior. What is with me and juniors? I don't know. Lol. I want to get to know him more. He seems like a cool guy. I wanna be his friend. =) I wish today wasn't Sunday. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow. I only have around 30 days left though. I can't believe school is almost over. It's so insane. It's gone by too fast. Now I know what Kevin means when he says I'll miss it. I didn't think I would but if it goes by this fast the other three years I'm there, I really will miss it. I don't really have much else to say. I'm not sure what I'm going to do today. Dahlia and I were supposed to hang out yesterday but she completely forgot. Yeah. That made me pretty angry. She offered for me to go to the movies with her. But her boyfriend's going to be with her too, so I think I'll find something else to do. Well, I might update tomorrow. Love you guys! Peace. Photo provided by Google.