Kevin's prom is tonight. He wasn't going to go but he decided to anyway. I don't know. I wanted to do something with Elizabeth today but my dad told me I should just stay with him. We're supposed to go shopping or something. I don't know. Jake wanted me to go to Clearview but I didn't really feel like going. Besides the point that I couldn't go anyway. Tomorrow's Mother's Day. I think I'm supposed to go by my aunt's house for awhile. I don't really feel like going but my mom's side of the family will probably shun me if I don't. Lol. Today makes a month. A month that Jake and I have been together. Too bad I don't get to spend it with him. I watched the Cubs game today. Kevin was watching it and I got bored and decided to too. I like watching baseball a lot. I just hate to play it. Unfortunatly the Cubs lost. But only by one point. They're playing again tomorrow I think. I hate when Marissa(Morgan) tells me negative things about Jake. She told me last night that Jake flirts with other girls. I don't want to believe her. And why should I? After all, it's her story against his, so no matter who I choose to believe, either one of them could be lying. I just don't really want to hear what she has to say anymore. Whether it's the truth or not, I don't want to hear it. It makes me upset and I refuse to be upset if I can avoid it. I miss Elizabeth. She's away for some reason. I don't even know what she's actually doing. I wish tomorrow wasn't Mother's Day, because if it wasn't, she might be able to stay over tonight. Damn Mother's Day for taking up my weekend time. I need something to do until my dad decides when we're leaving. I want to go out to eat. But I seriously doubt my dad would ever go out to eat with JUST me. It always has to include one of his stupid girlfriends. Whatever. I wish I could be somewhere. Like Kevin's Prom. Maybe then I'd have fun. Because I'd get to be with Kevin. I'll write later if I get the time. Later.